thinking with my heart

Today I spent $383.00 on 4 books for school, and $420 on a parking pass.
I got a job on campus at the games room.
I'm pretty excited that I was one of the 10 chosen out of 150 applicants. Nice.
I still have so many more books to buy, not excited at all.

I'm going to miss my brother a lot when I go to school. He brightens my day, he helped me clean my car today.
My sister, I don't even know what to feel about her, she has dragged me to hell and back to the point where our relationship is charred beyond repair.

I really need to wipe out some documents off my computer before school starts up, its messy, and slowish.

Tomorrow; I am excited to go to Value Village and Ikea with my brother, then getting a lovely haircut which I need so badly.

"Do you still keep my letters in your drawer?
Cause I still have yours, I just don't read them anymore.
Do you still want to talk to me like you used to?
Cause I can understand if you don't.
Do you still hold me close to your heart?
Cause I still need you even though were apart.
Do you still wanna kiss me like you used to?
Cause I can understand if you don't."
-The Ergs